Somethings Missing!!!

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when autumn comes, it doesnt ask
It just walks in, where it left you last
And you never know, when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

Lyrics from "Something's Missing - John Mayer"
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Mayer afternoon.. his music, his you tube videos, his pictures and of course...

Screaming along with his song: " I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX IT"

Whatever I am doing in my life is amiss, can't seem to get anything right. There is no joy, wrong diet, futile exercise regimes, spiraling weight condition, introvert artisan brother. Does things get any better!!!! Just as in the song, "autumn walk in without asking" (in my case WINTER. Brrr..). The cold blizzard has blown into my path covering me under layers of thick fresh snow. Impenetrable and unreachable. Will it all end.. will the life, the walk, the people, family, love all fade away.